As I Lay Dying - Meaning in Tragedy Lyrics

I have traveled so far to find so little meaning in tragedy or tragedy in the search for meaning dark clouds have lead me here confined freedom guides us to security what if everything I have been taught is a lie and all of my teachers have been wrong this whole time compelling us to fight the battles they would not they have already won and we have already lost if we do not learn from their mistakes we have already lost if we don’t learn to change